Leading life with Faith

2009-08-14T09:50:00.000-07:00

I am going to revive my blog.. wohoo.. today was awesome.. Had Hospitality hangout with many many people!! and as always i am the joke of the day but who cares if it brings a smile on peoples face it is all worth it.. haha.. but i miss hospitality duties.. miss it man.. ok i got to go now.. 1)watch gossip girls then sleep.. haha good night everyone...

i love my life..

-@lvin-

2009-03-08T23:14:00.000-07:00

Today is the start of a new week.. I am so going to start this week right. As i sat at the sofa thinking of what happened last week or even the week before, i realized that it has already happened and why not make the best out of it. Well i may still feel the pinch of it. But to me right now what matters most is my growth in God and the relationship i have with Him. It has really been down down down the past week and i think i got to be back on track.. YES i got to be back on track. i cannot let emotions ruin the plans God has for me, i cannot let insecurity take over my life. I got to grow grow grow!! amen.. i am so going to set my life right from this moment haha.. well life is great and i wont say that it is perfect cos there are ups and downs in our lives but i know with God's strength, my weakness is made good.. yupp i will grow.. Leaders and friends whom has always been worried about me,i will be God dependent and not worry u all anymore haha.. alvin is alright man..

2009-03-08T03:47:00.000-07:00

Hi frens, though i am having holidays now, it seems so saddening and gloom.. so many things happened within a week.. and i mean many things. Ranging from problems to problems then solved already still got things happening.. hais.. nvm i shall get over it and grow from it.. Security in God. AMEN!! INTO GOD DEPENDENCE.. HERE I COME... haha.. wait and see..

-@lvin-

2009-03-01T01:38:00.000-08:00

I AM SOSOSOSOSO HAPPY!! THANK YOU GOD. this few days i experienced growth though it was difficult but i got through it and it was great man. difficult yet i am able. with GOD all things are possible. AMEN??.. yehhh i am HAPPYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-15T01:50:00.000-08:00

NO LONGER EMO>> I GOT A VISION AND A GOOD FREN A GOOD BRO AND MOST IMPORTANTLY GOD.. thanks so much for putting me back on track=)

2009-01-15T01:39:00.000-08:00

LOVE GOD FOR WHAT HE HAS PLANNED

whoot.. it is indeed God planned and some more so detailed... got back my exam results and i indeed need to pull up my socks.. haha.. frens God is always there for u. Dont be despaired.. cos he loves u..=) smiles

2008-10-24T23:48:00.001-07:00

Hi eveyone!! i am back.. got up and was quite emo in the morning today but now i guess i am ok already.. sianned.. thoughts just came running through my mind today.. thoughts of uncertanity.. thoughts that really question my spiritual walk. I know i should not have such questions in me but it just kept coming back to me moments and moments again.. i feel so hais.. dunno what to say.. but i can only remind my self this 4 words. Security and Godly dreams.. yupp.. ok now i am at hospi and Pastor Aries is coming later got to go byeeee....

Disappointed

2008-09-14T07:56:00.001-07:00

Sigh.. what was i thinking. How could i have let such a important meeting slip past my mind...

2008-08-19T20:46:00.001-07:00

sigh.. why did everything go down a spiral in just a split day? what in the world did i do? sigh.. i really wish all this did not happen.. am sick and tired of it.. argh.. wonder what will the promise of going to yum cha going to become. wonder what the shopping outings promised going to become. i wonder what is the word of going to ask me to go buy new phone with u going ot become. sigh. am i realy ********** that you have got to ask me to shut up? sigh.. i dun wanna end it this way.. friends. what do they mean to me? i can only say if i were to lose a fren it is like removing a part of ur flesh using a knife.. but oh well.. i dunnoo sigh.. i got to go have exam tomorrow.. bb

2008-08-13T18:16:00.001-07:00

Sigh the world is spinning around but here i am thinking. deep in thoughts. i feel so out of place. i feel so alone i guess.. sometimes i just wanna cry a whole lot out. and is really alot.. it is not emotional but is an array of feelings that are waiting to burst out. but these are negative feelings. People say do not let emotions lead you. I tried but it somehow got over me. i was so scared, so afraid yesterday. Dunoo what is going to happen in future but i am unable to change myself back to the way i am.. i guess i need time. Time heals wounds but it will leave a scar in the end. Hanging on to the string. dunno when will it just break. Sigh.. who am i to complain?

2008-08-07T19:52:00.001-07:00

LIFE!! live right.. live good.. i need u oh God..

2008-08-07T19:44:00.001-07:00

Gloomy hours... minutes or even seconds.. i am dead tired.. understand.. who understands though... exams in 1 week, problems piling up( studyyy).. sigh life aint good.. but i am in a good life.. me not functioning well.. poly life is really a whole new level..alot of stress ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. but still my faith resides in God..

2008-08-06T14:04:00.000-07:00

Sigh somethimes i dunno what is happening.. i feel that i am going down like a spiral staircase.. went home alone yesterday and had many thoughts in my mind.. had a good talk with God yesterday and i somehow dont seem to understand things that are happening now but i guess this is what God wants me to go through to overcome it. I may not be a leader, a Ptl or a Tl but i can do things that they can do. I may not be the ministry head but if i go the extra mile i know i can be like them, with the same thinking about others, with the leadership, witht the heart to serve. exams in 50 mins time.. i got to go.. problems surface but i know i have got to overcome them one by one.. God pls help me...

2008-08-06T06:20:00.001-07:00

~~HIHI.... I AM EMO. ELMO WITHOUT LEGS... MUAHAHAHAHA~~

2008-08-05T04:45:00.000-07:00

I AM SIANNED AND TIRED>> RAHHHHHHH

2008-08-03T04:13:00.001-07:00

Guess my blog is dead but.. guess what i am back.. hmm.. i am so lost and... just so lost.. i dun know what is happening to me.. just simply lost i guess... i am not emoing but duuno lah.. just a mixture of feelings.. updates in my life: had usher and was really fun. maybe i should join usher?? haha.. dunno.. ok i got to go.. bye bye..

2008-06-02T13:51:00.000-07:00
WOW what a power packed week i had.. hmm life still goes on in school but i know through friday and the weekends, something in my heart has changed. Wow i feel different. i fell like i am the old alvin just that i have changed much and it is the positive side. There is one thing that i have indeed overcomed. and that is lonliness. I know that God will always be there for me. I am never alone.. 1 word and it will change my life. sometimes it just takes a few falls before u realised what u did was wrong and here comes your leader whom took u by ur hand and shook u up from your darkness pit. I was once lost but now i am found. i am so prevelidged to be cared by leaders, loved by pastors. I wanna cherish everything and keep them close to my heart and i will.. Wow.. Hmm today a miracle happened. it was indeed God whom had His hand over this situation.. Here is the story: i dropped my wallet yesterday and only found out this morning. Someine found the wallet and there was my Ic inside thus that person brought the wallet to my house gate and left it at the gate and my dad found it and pass to me. Wow isnt it a miracle? haha.. and what was the most fascinating thing was that nothing was missing in the wallet. not even my photo or the $1.10 that i had left in my wallet.. It must be God.. WOW my Daddy was there for me and looking after me.. haha.. so many times i have been crying out if that was here why did this happen to me?? But now i know that God is in a distance and if i take 1 step closer to Him, He will take 10 steps closer to me. My life is totally changed and i know it is indded going to be better. I will rise up. I will be on fire. I will abide God's word and more that hearer of the word, i will be the doer of the word. ADOPT!! haha

2008-04-20T11:33:00.000-07:00
Stagnent and stucked... hmm guess that is what i am feeling right now. Not emo but just frustrated and many other things. come to think of it, sometimes i feel that the smile you see on some people faces might not be what it really seems to be.. i can say sometimes i see that happen to people. But who does not want to lead a happy life? Changes has been made and can only abide too it. But something is tugging.. haha.. hmm school was great, other than the massive number of homework and the nevver ending notes on cms.. it was great i suppose.. i have chose my cca haha.. it is astronomy and archery.. lol... what more can i say?? i guess nothing more.. well ok got to rush to church.. bye peeps

2008-04-07T23:41:00.000-07:00
Yozz i am back haha.. Orientation was good and the class seems to be very united. haha anyway we had loads of fun and i believe we have indeed bonded much. School is going to start and i am sort of excited for it. And why?? cos i have slacked at home for more than 4 months. about there la haha.. saturday and sunday was a good service. Pastor kevin loo was indeed a good pastor. Through it i have indeed learnt much. FINANCIAL PIE is important. Must plan ur life.. haha.. ok la got to go bye

2008-03-27T00:58:00.000-07:00
Hihi.. yesterday was reading 1 corinthians and i had many revelations. 1 corinthians is a book on what apostle paul wants the corinthians to change their life in. And since God has dropped this dream in me i know He wants me to do something to the life that i am leading. sometimes questions just runs through my mind.. many questions.. i always ask myself do i have the ability to catch up with the reat. Yes my spirit wants to but the body is reluctant. I WANNA GROW. i want to run this race to the end. I will perserve till the race ends. But i know i have to tap into the strength of the Lord and i will. i realised using ur own strength will make u burnt out. But it makes a great deal of difference when u tap into God's strength. I know it and why, it is bcos i have experienced it before.. but i know i will not have that experience again. I will find solutions to my problem and not burden my leaders or my brothers or sisters.. i learn that i should depend more on God and not based on my own understanding.. thus i pledge myslef to GROW.. and i will thanks so much.. smiles.. got to go

2008-03-25T01:01:00.000-07:00
I am secure. No matter how people look and think about me i am gladly to say i dont care. Cos i know no matter what happens God is with me. This insecure heart of mine is changed. I am dead in the spirit and born again waliking side by side with Jesus christ. I am glad to say I AM A CHILD OF GOD. No matter what happens i am going all out for Him. I am happy to have known such a good fren whom has helped me. Whether it is problems or just simple sianess he has helped me. Even changed my thinking and how i see things. Well i believe it is in God's plan... Thanks so much.. smiles i know all these events are in God's plan. somtimes things would not go smoothly but at the end i end up learning somthing knowing that it would change my life.

Anyway today went to sim lim square with josh and clarence. Thanks so much for going with me dispite that u all did nothing. i went there to change my external hard disk. name called:hot pink. cos it is hot pink in colour. then waited for ryan. after that went to meet the rest at peninsular plaza to buy guitar strings. oh i was shocked today. Joyce can play guitar.. haha..anyway things are fine now and thanks so much for everything. I AM A CHANGED PERSON.. ALVIN 2.0.. haha

2008-03-19T10:42:00.000-07:00
These few days i have learnt to have faith in God for whatever i am doing and not fear. Yes we may fail in certain ways but if we fail and constantly tell ourselves that we cant do it then it is the same as giving up. I dont want to be a person whom gives up. I hope everyone will not give up in what they are doing. Easter is coming and my cousin is coming... yes.. well i hope he will stay in church and not only come for major events.. Cafe is very very very busy with Easter big day. Sometimes what really weighs my heart is the crews.. What has been constantly going through my mind is how are we able to bring cafe to another level? How are we going to be like ritz carlton or better than ritz carlton??.. Cafe 2.0 i want it to be soon.. How?? Cafe has very good crews.. willing to serve no matter what job it is i can say it is serve servant-heartedly..and yes it reminds me of when i first stepped into this ministry"cafe".. i am learning to be like them and i want to be like them.. There are so much fun this coming easter. Oh i just realised this Easter is the first time where-by my desktop has so many excel documents.. i really wish that this Easter will be a successful one.. Oh last week i had a double mention dream. In my dream God told me to flip to 1 corinthian chapter something verse something. The only word i remember is change and then i woke up forgetting what i had just read. Then i told myself i must have that dream again. Then it really happened. But the same thing happened. Well i know what i must do. I must read 1 corinthians and change according to it. I know it is a dream God has dropped into me and the changes He wants me to make.. I am really thankful for all that He has done. Got to go rush the plans for cafe le.. haha.. Last phrase for the day, If u think u can, u can.. Dont ever give up. If u give up u would have lost the battle even without fighting. U CAN DO IT.. smiles.. ok got to go bye guys

2008-03-02T15:48:00.000-08:00
As i look back and think of what i have done in my walk with God, i am happy that i came back to church. Although i went through alot but i know allt hat are learning points for me. Whether it is discipleship or just small little reminders, it is all these that build me up. Looking back at how i served in cafe back in Ftms house, i realised that in singpost i was just not doing as well in hospi and cafe comapred to singpost. What really rang in my mind is the words said by my hospi ic. She said, it is not the number of times u serve in ministry. It is how you serve in your ministry. As i slowly pace back to how i have served in cafe last time, i realised the difference. As i go back to serve on the cafe ministry, i realised that the feeling of serving in cafe is coming back. Sometimes i wish that i did not change. I wanna be on fire more and more. While writing this, part of pastor's sermon came to my mind. He said "you need not have a title to do something big it is all about the heart". i think it is said like that. hmm.. thus this has been going in my mind. I dont need a title. All i need is to have the right heart and do it. Thus I dont need a title. I just want to Please people and Serve God. and i am happy doing that. I dont care about titles. I just want to serve as i did back in Ftms house. Able to serve God and i am contented. Hmm so my goal for this few months is to be how i served back in Ftms house.haha.. yupp.. Yesterday pastor said that as time comes cafe has to be like ritz carlton.. as he said that my mind was like hmm how are we going to do that.. and it is still in my mind. one thing i really hope is that cafe crews would really not see what they do in cafe as a chore but enjoy what they do everytime.. I wanna bring cafe to the next level. But how??... shallt hink of it.. ok got to go.. bye

2008-02-28T22:00:00.000-08:00
Haha.. looking at the date of when i had just last posted the last post just showed me how long i have not blogged.. haha.. hmm lets update

DURING CHINESE NEW YEAR:

Although i did not collect much money from the ang bao, i wanna that God.. all these money that i have collected is not my money but his money.. hmm... how did i go through my holidays?? well i ate alot alot.. Had around 2 staemboats for dinner and not forgetting all those junk food that i had stuffed myself with during that period of time.. then well chinese new year to me is just a very tiring thing.. did nothing much haha..

POSTING RESULTS

well i got posted to my third choice which is Molecular biotechnology in nanyang poly.. found out from some of my class people and found out that out of that many people 2 is in my same course and same school.. haha.. well at least i am not alone in that class.. haha..EXCITED....

ok got to go already.. this is my update..lol

2008-02-07T23:29:00.000-08:00
It is the first day of Cny haha.. everything is gong well i guess.. hopefully.. haha.. there will be a Cg renuion dinner tomorrow haha.. YEHHH.. cant wait for it haha..My first ever Cg renuion dinner..today went to my uncle house to have lunch.. hmm i feel that the connection between my cousins are really getting closer and closer, especially with my younger cousins.. Had so much fun with them.. though it was a tiring day, but well this is cny.. but still i will do what i want to do and that is drawing closer to God.. hmm tomorrow is the second day of chinese new year.. cant wait haha.. ok la tc everyone bye..

2008-02-06T12:42:00.000-08:00
WOW what a power packed week i had.. hmm life still goes on in school but i know through friday and the weekends, something in my heart has changed. Wow i feel different. i fell like i am the old alvin just that i have changed much and it is the positive side. There is one thing that i have indeed overcomed. and that is lonliness. I know that God will always be there for me. I am never alone.. 1 word and it will change my life. sometimes it just takes a few falls before u realised what u did was wrong and here comes your leader whom took u by ur hand and shook u up from your darkness pit. I was once lost but now i am found. i am so prevelidged to be cared by leaders, loved by pastors. I wanna cherish everything and keep them close to my heart and i will.. Wow.. Hmm today a miracle happened. it was indeed God whom had His hand over this situation.. Here is the story: i dropped my wallet yesterday and only found out this morning. Someine found the wallet and there was my Ic inside thus that person brought the wallet to my house gate and left it at the gate and my dad found it and pass to me. Wow isnt it a miracle? haha.. and what was the most fascinating thing was that nothing was missing in the wallet. not even my photo or the $1.10 that i had left in my wallet.. It must be God.. WOW my Daddy was there for me and looking after me.. haha.. so many times i have been crying out if that was here why did this happen to me?? But now i know that God is in a distance and if i take 1 step closer to Him, He will take 10 steps closer to me. My life is totally changed and i know it is indded going to be better. I will rise up. I will be on fire. I will abide God's word and more that hearer of the word, i will be the doer of the word. ADOPT!! haha

2008-02-06T12:39:00.000-08:00
WOW what a power packed week i had.. hmm life still goes on in school but i know through friday and the weekends, something in my heart has changed. Wow i feel different. i fell like i am the old alvin just that i have changed much and it is the positive side. There is one thing that i have indeed overcomed. and that is lonliness. I know that God will always be there for me. I am never alone.. 1 word and it will change my life. sometimes it just takes a few falls before u realised what u did was wrong and here comes your leader whom took u by ur hand and shook u up from your darkness pit. I was once lost but now i am found. i am so prevelidged to be cared by leaders, loved by pastors. I wanna cherish everything and keep them close to my heart and i will.. Wow.. Hmm today a miracle happened. it was indeed God whom had His hand over this situation.. Here is the story: i dropped my wallet yesterday and only found out this morning. Someine found the wallet and there was my Ic inside thus that person brought the wallet to my house gate and left it at the gate and my dad found it and pass to me. Wow isnt it a miracle? haha.. and what was the most fascinating thing was that nothing was missing in the wallet. not even my photo or the $1.10 that i had left in my wallet.. It must be God.. WOW my Daddy was there for me and looking after me.. haha.. so many times i have been crying out if that was here why did this happen to me?? But now i know that God is in a distance and if i take 1 step closer to Him, He will take 10 steps closer to me. My life is totally changed and i know it is indded going to be better. I will rise up. I will be on fire. I will abide God's word and more that hearer of the word, i will be the doer of the word. ADOPT!! haha

2008-02-05T12:35:00.000-08:00
HI hi.. i am back.. the week was so busy la... so many events happening. Ignite conference was a great event. The number of people whom came was alot until it went to the overflow. It was a really great event.Through the event i was serving in hospitality... so much fun but also a little stress.. haha..Oh ya.. and finally i went to have dinner with my Cg. It really seems that i have not joined them for very long already.. haha.. but through this i promise i will try my very best to go for dinners and Cg and prayer meeting. i dont wanna miss any of it...i really regret not spending time with my Cg mates.. time really flies.. i am already a christian for 7 going to 8 years already.. and i never regret accepting God as my Saviour, Father and Friend. When i was really down, He was there for me.I know He will never forsake me. I wanna change and serve with a servant-hearted. I wanna change. that will be my new year resolution.Not count as a resolution but it is what i wanna accomplish by the end of cny.During Cg, what charleston said in the sermon really inpacted me. My cousin came to our church before but was not planted.. this chinese new year i am going to share with him more. and more than that i will like spend more time with all my cousins.haha.. but more than that this is the time when i really want to give all my free time to God.. haha.. hmm today is renuion dinner. Everyone at my father's side would be coming to our house to eat.. ok la.. got to go now.. see ya guys soon.. enjoy ur chinese new year.. haha.. oh anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2007-12-09T12:47:00.000-08:00
Hi everyone i am back.. haha.. busy busy like a bumble bee haha.. no la.. i went for something that really is not only exciting but also teaches me alot of things. VACATION BIBLE SCHOOL.. ya that is what i went for. after three days of intensive studying of the bible, i have indeed learnt alot more. after VBS was service. During the sunday service, God's prescence really came down strongly on me. It reminded me of the time when i was in children church. The time when there was peace and warmth in my heart. All worries and problems were gone. The frown on my face became a smile. Although God has given me alot of blessings but more importantly it is his face that we seek, Not his hands. Life has indeed change since the end of 3 VBS. Change in the character is not an alternative thing but it is a must thing.

Things to change in:
1)Be others-centred
2)be servant-hearted
3)Do your best in all things
4)Be excited when doing your ministry, as though it was your first time in it.

haha.. ya hmm 3 more days of intensive bible studying and after that service..after that i will indeed miss Vacation bible schoolbut fret not, there will be next year.. haha.. ok got to go.. bye people.. haha

2007-11-07T02:54:00.000-08:00
Yeh.. now in Staff hospi.. ya.. as i look through others blog,i realised how far away i was with c7. C7 and C2 having outing tomorrow.. but maybe cant go because of 0s. C7 is really a cool cg.. but i regret not interacting with any of them.. I wanna grow so much wanna be a ic in cafe and just grow as an on fire cristian.hmm..i miss my cg miss the outings and miss the frequent dinner.. 0s i cant wait to conquer u and be back with my cg going to outings and have dinners. i also cant wait to go into ngee ann poly in the biomedical course.. muhaha. i will and i know i can go into that school. WITH CHRIST ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. i am not saying somethings and i am also nt saying a few things but it is ALL things.ya.. i believe it will come to pass.. hmm ok la got to go back already.. bye peeps

2007-10-26T20:20:00.000-07:00
Random blogging.. dont really know what to write about..no mood to almost do anything.. sian.. exams resume on monday.. first up.. english the subject that cause my class to fail..the internet can really be boring at times. went to the library to borrow a book called "90 minutes in heaven". not counted as borrow but is like book the book.. okok.. this is confusing.. life right now is really mundane.. as what i have written in my geography.. singaporeans thinks that like is singapore is mundane, boring.. but actually it is not... it is what u do with ur life that determines what kindof life u are leading.. leaders are rising up and people are getting into ministry.. but alvin is studying hard to get into ngee ann polytechnic biomedical.. the end to this long run seems so near yet so far..really got no mood.. chios

2007-10-25T23:11:00.000-07:00
hmm.. exams sarted with a smooth road. what seems to me is that He is with me..i have faith.. and it is not like easy la.. hmm it was okay.. made some silly mistakes in chemistry but overall it was fine haha.. ended my day today and yesterday with a smile and a feeling in my heart that L1R4 will be <15...haha.. hmm.. i really cant wait for like 0s to come. cant wait to go for children camp and cant wait to go for zone camp..haha.. hmm futures great..haha.. i cant wait to go back to ministry haha.. cafe hospi.. yehhh... hmm.. i know God is gonna be with me throughout this exxam period and through my life.. God reigns.. he reigns he reigns.. yehhh..HOGC is my home..

2007-10-18T11:24:00.000-07:00
What will never ever be replaced is God's love for me. what can never be changed is that he loves me no matter what happens. God loves us for who we are and not what we do. It is really time for us to rise up. church is gonna be bigger and bigger. i can imagine that our church is so big that we cannot find ur friend standing at the other end.haha.. i really find my walk with God amazing. although yes there would be ups and downs and including the deeper downs but in the end He is whom we really seek help and advise from. Spending time with God is not a routine. it is wad i wanna do. Going to church is not a routine but it is where i wanna go. No matter what happens i know He is always there for me. Os are like really nearing. i am really afraid. but there is something in me keeping me on the route. when there is fear there would be no faith. fear overcomes faith. i will INCREASE faith and DECREASE fear.sometimes what really makes me fe alone is that from moring till night, the house would be empty.. tears would start to trikle down my cheeks whenever i have this thought. mum and dad has to work, brother got to go skool. Left me. sigh. but i know i am never alone. For He is in me around me and beside me.I ALVIN LOW AM NEVER ALONE..0s is just a bearer. after that i am going to go all out for God. those who have 0s God bless

2007-10-15T01:13:00.000-07:00
Hihi.. am here again. got to really mud and mug and mug.. biology practical in 2 days time..i cannot let all those who care bout me down. i must score well. just have to go through this 1 more month and i am free like a bird in the sky.. wow God is really amazing. i remembered i wanted get into hospi. but i got into cafe first.. then one day God really answered my prayer that i had longed for for 3 months. I just realised the ministries i am in are people oriented. is that the correct term??hha.. God is just really amazing lor.. ya.. and i really love church.. REALLY REALLY LOVE.. it is just really in God's plan for me to be in this family that i really love.. NO mount given would uy me off from this relationship i have with God and the church people.. I LOVE THEM ALL..haha.. I have this feeling that God has a really really big plan for me. ya.. God will d whatever we cannot do if we do what we can do.. come to think of it, God was always there with me. From bith till now.I LOVE GOD AND I KNOW HE LOVES ME>> HAHA.. got to go people cheow..

2007-10-13T01:06:00.000-07:00
Alvin is back on his feet and is going to go all out for the Lord. As i sat at the cafe area and glance by what is happening aroud me, i realised church is really growing bigger and bigger.. Memories come rushing tome vidvily as i watched people playing and running around in church. i remember whe we were in children church, i was always voluntering to be the OHP person.This job is to flash the songs and at the end keep it into the file we had for all the songs. I also remember that there was this board where it had all our names and we wil collect stars whenever we went for service. Then at the end we can exchange it for prizes..haha..children church really gave me a happy childhood. although i already had one.But this childhood was different..then we graduated and went on to teens. The teacher whom thaught us was teacher Jean. wonder where she is now. we really had alot of fun and also learnt alot. i remember once that Pastor Lia prayed for me and i fell under the power of God. it was the first time i had ever experience this.. Teens was realy fun..haha.. then graduated again. went to Youth. this time i was really scared.i did not even know anyone and everyone seemed like a stranger to me. But God showed me the way and gave me strength.Now the alvin all of u know was a different alvin compared to the past. Now i not only love God but also cherish all the things that is around me. The past has already happenend. And i know i am forgiven of my past. Now alvin is fully charged and on the route of becoming a more on fire christian. Nothing seems more important than this relationship with God. Not saying that everything is not important. It is just that God will always be the number one in my heart. He is my first love and forever will be my number one. No doubt i love Him.. haha.. got to go.. exams in round 1 week plus. having biology practical next tuesday. cant wait for 0s to finish. and i will go all out for Him. =)

2007-10-11T23:45:00.000-07:00
Removed my chatbox due to some nothing to do people tagging it.. There are some people whom seriously has nothing better to say and just maglining other people when that person did not even do it.. but i know my past is forgiven. And i do not hate them la.. just dislike ba.. i think so.. my life seems like a bleak right now.. where is the light. i feel so lonely, so alone. Have i lost my vision?? Have my faith level just went down and down and down?? yesterday was a emotional day for me. due to stress all that.. but so what i know i am secure. people may say what they want to say. but i am who i am. He has created me as i am. but i know changes must occur in everyone. and i am going through this stage. THE LORD'S JOY IS MY STRENGTH. 1 more month in school i will go through it.. no matter what will pull me down.

2007-10-07T22:36:00.000-07:00
It is coming, it is coming very very soon. just 2 more weeks..practical in 3 days time and 2 more weeks to 0s.. sometimes i am really scared of it.. really very afraid that i would fail. made new friends in church these few days.. even have those who know me and i dont know them one haha.. church is really growing bigger... must know as many people as we can.. if not we would not be able to find each other haha..i think my blog is dead or something.. i sometimes feel as though i am drifting away from God. something that my principal said really makes sense. whenever we have problems, we are never alone. cos God is always guiding us and beside as no matter what happens. We have got to rise up.Church need more leaders.. haha.. i got to go already.. bye peeps.. tag b4 u go.. thanks

2007-09-16T03:40:00.000-07:00
Just finished service and i am blogging like immediately haha..oh ya.. the muffins at the cafe rocks man.. especially the banana and bluberry..hahasuper rawks.. tomorrow is skool reopen already.. sian..results are coming back soon.but i wonder how i have faired..but i guess it is gonna b a tremendous improvement.i just got this vision. the vision is that i am not only going to serve ferverently and also be more on fire. i have been telling myself that being taken down from my ministry is a good cause. cos i know this is in God's plan.. and i am gonna go all out for him. oh ya.. today pastor Glenn lim came together and told us his testimony and also preached to us. somehow or other, the sermon is linked to pastor Aries sermon and pastor Lia sermon.. haha.. all these are indeed in God's plan. haha.. i wonder what should i have for dinner haha..Life is definately goodc and different with God.some may not agree with us but those who agree i guess u all understand. haha.. I love church and the people within it.. haha.. LIFES GREAT..mwahahaha.. LOVE GOD, LOVE LIFE, LOVE PEOPLE, LOVE FOOD..haha i hink that is why i love food so much haha.. okok i am goin to EAT now...LOVE FoOD chiows

2007-09-14T02:42:00.000-07:00
Yoyo.. now in church haha.. siaan.. from next week on, every friday got chemistry lesson from 1 till 4.. 3 hrs sia.. haha.. oh ya i lent this CD from ivan but not from bishan park sec but from church.. haha..the Cd is about seduction of lawlessness.haha.. it really widen up my knowledge.. haha... oh ya got back my exam results.. everything.. and i passed my BIO haha.. i tot i failed but ya.. and somemore i even improved..i wonder why but i have a penchant for maths now. it seems as though it is challanging and i am going to face all challanges..haha..ok la got to go back and study.. shall blog at night haha.. bye..

2007-09-13T06:27:00.001-07:00
Sigh.. very tired.. blew my exams i think..but i got improvement.Sigh.. i super sian and i have no mood to talk.. oh ya.. i bought water babies.. super cool haha.. but ya lor.. sigh.. really no mood.. so xcited bout the water babies but at the same time siann... sigh.. ok la i stop here. got no mood.

2007-09-11T07:29:00.000-07:00
Hi everyone.. i think my blog gonna be dead soon.. haha.
Got back some of my prelim papers le. i am super happy bout some of the results but disappointed in some of them.
My maths have improved like alot alot. i jumped from a F9 to a B4. chinese, i scored a mark of 44.5 out of 70 for paper 2 .Geog i had 28 out of 50. English ok la then biology and chemistry is what i am super disappointd in. In fact i am disappointed in myself.Bio used to be my strong subject but now... sigh chemistry too. Biology was a just fail for paper 2.. but i have faith that in the end i will pass.. then hmm.. chem 46 out of 100.. siann.. i must really start studying le.. sigh..God pls give me strength, knowledge and wisdom.. anyway when i do what i can do, God will do what i cant do. okok back to exciting stuff.. haha.. Pastors went to sweden with leaders to attend Nordic conference..And alot of people went ot the army.. WoW army year haha. WE MUST REALLY START TO RISE UP.. haha.. this saturday there are guest pastors coming to speak.. exciting..haha then next week Pastors are coming back..haha and it is with Pastor Joakim.. exciting.. doubly exciting haha..Cant wait to start serving again but in order to do so i must do super well in school and 0s and that is what i am gonna do. i have a vision: to score well and give my best to God. haha ok la i got to go start mugging.. haha

GOALS:
-L1R5<20
-Change for the better
-Mug Mug Mug

okok bye bye.. got to go haha.. tag b4 u leave

2007-09-06T11:48:00.000-07:00
HIHI..haha.. had so much fun today... zone f is having camp.. wanted to saty but dont htink can haha.. then i found one thing super fun.. there is this microphone that u can speak into and the partner u talking to can have a conversation with u and also u can do things at the same time.. super fun la haha.. and tomorrow is hospi outing.. super fun.. watching ratatouee... is it how it is spelt??haha.. ok la now quite tired..haha.. ok la shall blog tomorrow haha.. i am going to lose my freedom in 2 days.. haha mum coming back le haha.. ok bb

2007-09-04T08:38:00.000-07:00
Ello everyone.. haha.. today i really had a very fun day. although i was late at the start..haha.. went to agnetta house nearby with melvin, huiqi,pearline, elgin and agnetta to have roti prata. The prata was super nice la.Soon after we ate finish zhi xiang came, then we went to agnetta house to hang out. Then we felt something in her room, shall not say anymore. then we slack and slack. about 6 plus we decided to go to vivo city to have dinner. But before that, we went to "fetch" melvin.. haha.. then we headed to vivo.. had a hard time deciding wad to eat,then we decided to go with long john siver. Then after that we went to walk around the shopping centre.I need to buy new clothes. Shall go down to vivo one day to bye. There got nice clothes..haha.. then headed home..haha... yeh.. i doing hospi this saturday. so fun..then now slacking haha.. ok i got to go le.. bye peeps

2007-08-29T01:24:00.000-07:00
yoyo.. haha.. wad timele still blogging?? haha.. nothing to do.. went to church to study in the afternoon. tomorrow also haha. i just love church..haha.. did at leat 120 chemistry mcq questions.. did not know how did i do it haha.. but best of all, i drank alot of liquid haha.. but the drinks rawks la..bio practical is tmr and i am not at all worried.. why???cos i have God with me.. ohya.. looking at my sitting plan, i can conclude that i am a talkative person. cos teacher put me alone in front la. then others all at the back.. haha.. o level coming le. day by day haha.. anyway if i am prepared i need not be worried..i gonna study study and study..haha i wanna score L1r5 less than 15.. i am gonna study study more and more. study also applies even though u grow up. huo dao lao xue dao lao..haha.. church is really amazing. looking at the past till now.. haha.. Church rawks..ok i got to go now. bye..

2007-08-24T08:09:00.000-07:00
It has been a rough week for me.. sigh.. anyway the first week of exams is finally over. still got 2 more weeks of exam and pratical. Finally can rest for the week.. i miss church.. sunday faster come.. i wann go church.O level faster be gone. i wann serve 24/7 on hospi and cafe.. church is really my home.The people there are really different from people outside..when looking at the church video, looking back to the past, it really seems that the church is growing. from Henderson to the city and now..... SINGPOST. this place is really very exciting. sometimes i really wish that church is not only my home but also my school.. i wish i could just stay in church overnight. just one night is enough..haha i hope i can do that after my Os haha. ok i got to go..bye

2007-07-19T02:15:00.000-07:00
This weekend, nubian Gents is coming.. so exciting. Just reached home from school.. tired as just finished maths mock. I have to start mugging and study.. prelims are coming closer day my day and 0 levels too.. tired.. ok that is all i got to go. by peeps

2007-07-02T06:35:00.000-07:00
Yoyo..I am back haha.. My weekend was fun. Helped hospi to clear the stuff and shipped it back to Ftms haha.. we will be having service in Ftms then on the 11th of August, hehe... SINGPOST.. so exciting.. haha can wait to see Hospi room and see the cafe area..so excited.. haha.. Hospi was fun. I LOVE SERVING. Serving God, Serving pastors and the people in our church. Cafe have alot alot of new crews.. so fun.. had training today. Back to basics haha..>

Many of u might be wondering why my Blog is all about church, God and so on and so forth.I am not trying to act or what but this is what i really felt like saying.My life would never be complete without God for all things are possibe with him. He healed me and he helped me through the tough times in my life.Knowing him was the best thing that ever happened to me and i will never regreting coming to Heart of God church for i have found my spiritual family.The church is my home. the place i am staying at is just my house.

I have learnt alot of things through the walk of my christian life.. things that one would never have learnt before. I remember the first time i entered Heart of God church was 7 years ago. but i left church for some period of time. Through that period of time, my heart was missing something.Like a jigsaw puzzle missing a piece. And deep down in my heart i know wad was it. It was the relationship with God. Thus now i am back and serving in cafe and hospi. I will never leave again. Cos i dont want to break away with God,s relationship with me.I LOVE GOD AND I LOVE HEART OF GOD CHURCH AND THE PEOPLE WITHIN.

2007-06-25T07:22:00.000-07:00
Ello everyone.. Hmm just found my old bible..it has been with me for 7 years already haha.. and i am 7 years old in my Christian walk haha..

Anyway just to update on things.. Hmm Redrain really Rawks.. Kailing, Kaiting, Kaiwen and Cheryl came for the concert haha..Hope they find it really fun and enjoyable.Hope to see them coming back for more.And also i made alot of new frens in church..Alot alot.. haha..

Friday had zone outing. It was really fun la..My purpose to go there was to sun-tan but in the end i did not even get darker.After a whole morning and part of the afternoon at sentosa, we went to vivocity to have dinner.We went to the top level and sat there..but i was very unlucky la.. when we were playing pepsi cola, i fell down 5 times haha..cos the floor was made of wood and was really smooth until can slip and fall haha..Anyway on that night i received a messade from Keegan that i was to report for Hospi duty the next day and at that moment i was really blown off my feet and i could not believe my eye haha..I really want to thank Ivan for helping me..haha..ya lor.And also Praise the Lord for that.I was having this dream for very long le and finally a miracle happen..WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE..AMEN

Fist day of hospi, i really learnt alot alot.Things that i never knew that i would ever know haha.. In hospi i really enjoyed my time serving.I love Hospi and Cafe.

Cant wait for the church to finish renovating..Wonder how the Hospi room and Cafe area will be like.. so Exciting haha.. ok i got to go already.. bye

2007-06-12T23:29:00.000-07:00
Let me tell all bout my experience with God.. It happen when i was primary 6 it hink.. it happen when i was sleeping..I had a dream and it happened in a cave.In the cave i saw Jesus and behind him there were robbers stealing a chest.Then i shouted and pointed"the chest, the chest." then Jesus said "do not worry".. then the next moment i woke up speaking in tongues.. that night was the night when i spoke in tongues. Soon i fell back asleep. I said this not to boast about it but to tell all that God makes miracles happen.Dont be depressed because of a problem or anything.For God wants to bless us and not destroy us.Have faith.With God,all things are possibe.Put God in the middle and all things will come together.Rise up and take the schools like never before.Dont be pulled down by any problems that u ever face.This also includes friends whom back out even if they confirmed that they are coming.. Have faith..

2007-06-11T08:40:00.000-07:00
I love God and i will follow him. I will be the head and not the tail.I will use my talents that God has given me and put them to good use. God's wants to bless us not destroy us.. Lets rise up and take the schools like never before.Heard from jieru that i have been transferred to Jason team in Cafe.. This gives me an opportunity to learn more..and i know this is in god's plan.. i cannot wait to start.. i cannot wait to serve in the new church.. i just cannot wait i am impatient but i will wait haha..God has really made miracles in my life.Once i was not allowed to come out of the house and go for the school's seminar but my mum went out and i know that i will get scolded if my mum came back and found that i was not at home. But i know a miracle will happen if i left the doors with faith that nothing will happen.when i came back, my mum did not scold me In fact my mum talked to me nicely haha.Praise the Lord..haha..RedRain is coming and i cant wait. My frens are coming.. yes.. and also my cousin is coming.He came to church before but never get to see him.. haha.. then he is coming.I wanna thanks Darryl and Kris fu..Thanks so much.. ok i got to go le..bb

2007-06-04T07:06:00.000-07:00
Hi peeps.. i am back..God really works wonders.Went for 3 days of emerge and 1 day of pledge day but i dont seem to be tired.In fact i am just full of energy.God really works wonders and performs miracles.My life is totally changed.Without God i may still be out there loitering haha..Heart of God church i s my home. I love it.I learnt alot of things in the walk in my christian life.I long to meet my heavenly Father one day.But i know until my day is up, i will continue to GROW in him.I am so on fire for him haha.. i can laugh cos i have him. i can think positively cos i have him.haha.. cannot wait for RedRain concert.. yehhh..ok i got to go now.. bb

2007-05-23T07:34:00.001-07:00
Now Blogger got no problem le.. now is the tag box.. i am going to change it.. anyway sian.. everyone has problems but it just depends on how u solve it.. the lamb may be lost in the dark but it will be found by it is shepard.. anyway i and daryl okok le.. i found the core of the problem and changed it.. ok i got to go le bb

2007-05-19T07:22:00.001-07:00
wad is wrong with blogger?? sian.. anyway i am having fever, sore throat, flu and cough.. but i have faith that i will be healed before next week.. ya.. have around 4 different medicine to eat.. isnt it sian.. anyway i was not able to get the 8 days.. sigh.. dont know how come bishan dont have.. yeh i am going to church tomorrow.. cannot wait.. redrain concert is coming yes.. anyway those whom dont know who is red rain, they are a christian rock band.. keen to know more, visit www.redrain.sg they are also on the 8 days cover.. yeh.. and also another thing chinese o level is coming 28th.. sian.. ok i got to go bye...

2007-05-17T22:53:00.000-07:00
Maybe shuling is right.. Juejiao never helps at all... in fact it is a way of running away from problems. Thus i decided to change and daryl decided to be brothers again but i did not agree cos i need time.. sometimes i am really afraid what if the history repeats again. what am i gonna do??.. this would always linger in my mind.. i got good for conduct i think haha.. anyway later have to go to church as i have a meeting with Roy then after that just purely slack or maybe if i have the chance help in Bm if there is.. haha..cannot wait for the next duty day in cafe, part of the building maintenance and also in future being in the hospitality ministry and serve Pastors.Growth is waiting for me. Just one more step to my Goal and a very big big one indeed.. haha.. i dont know how come i failed my exam but i am so calm bout it and there are no worries but pratically just peace.I think i know why..haha..He is really great. not talking bout friends but the one whom is above all mankind, all animals.And it is..(drum roll,drum roll....) God. yeh..with him all things are possible even moving a mountain,diving to the botoom of the sea..yes it is him and i love him haha...ok i gtg and bathe now.. bye peeps.. signing off

2007-05-17T08:25:00.002-07:00
Exam results are out.This is the most depressing moment..i failed 3 subjets.Combine humanities, english and maths. Mp3 player is gone.. my mood is really down.But this is just for the moment. Somehow it will be gone.. everyone out there whom has got bad results dont dwell upon it.. there are much more things to do with the time that u use to dwell upon the exam marks.The new sun song really impacted and touch me.Song name (yong bao) wow it is really touching.. i wanna join Bm i wanna join vocals.. I wanna GROW in G0d.. ok i gtg.. bye

2007-05-14T00:23:00.000-07:00
I seriously regretted helping that person with his damn need la act so pathetic.. maybe because i am too gulliable already..somemore got money to go to sentosa WOW.. somemore act until so real i seriously feel so dumb la..i could have tithe all of it to church.. enough about this crap person that back-stabbed me.. being back to C5 really am feeling much better.. today Pastor teach us about tithing and we should give the best to someone whom had given us the best.. thus i decided to tithe.. God really impacted me in a very very BIG way and so am i going to with the people around me.. had a terrible dream yesterday.. dreamt that i was burning in flames.. i dont want it but it happened..sigh.. i wanna join vocals in my church, i wanaa be part of the hospi team and serve Pastors, i wanna be in building maintanence team.. the past is really unforgettable but i think God wants me to forget bout the past and is time to move on with my life.. and i will..there is this verse in the bible that really impacted me:john 3:16 (for God so love the world that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.)If God were to give his one and only son to save all of us why cant we sacrifice that little money and give it to God?? money is something which is precious to us and God wants us to give to him something which is important to us and that is money.. I really love God for he is the only one standing by me and comforting me when i am down..1 muliply by God=God...it is time to really awaken from my dream and change my life completely.. i will put the past behind me and put all that i have in God.. i will listen to him and put all i have in him.. the past may have beent he darkest days of my life but i know that the future is really a BRIGHTER time that i should be looking forward to and that will be what i am gonna do..My purpose in life is not onli playing sleeping serving and eating but also impacting lives.. saving the lost souls out there.. ok i got to go.. people out there pls smile dont frown.. SMILES

2007-05-09T05:05:00.000-07:00
EXAMS ARE OVER YEH...but sad to say o level are coming nearer day by day. No time to lose study...

2007-05-01T06:37:00.001-07:00
Harlo peeps.. next week exam le.. going to study for 6 hours today.. left 2 hours more of studying.. cannot do cafe for 2 weeks i feel kind of wierd. Exam stress are here but i continue to see everything as a normal thing that i do daily.No change to my life except that i am GROWING more in God day by day and also i am studying much more compared to last time but everytime i study till late, i dont feel tired..and i know the reason.. Haha.. lif e continues to be happier and happier as days goes by.. cos the person i wanna meet is right beside me.. haha.. ok i gtg bye peeps.. will not be blogging till next week the saturday.. EXAMS!! Haha

2007-04-29T00:45:00.000-07:00
Now at church haha.. michelle asking for ice milo then i ask her to call 67773777(mac num) ask them to send to church.. haha.. exams are coming in 1 week time.. wonder if i will be able to study enough in time for the exam.. currently trying to study social studies right now.. cant seem to absorb.. at home even worse cant find the mood to study.. C8 seems quite a foreign but i will not fret cos whenever we have God all things are possibe haha..God rules and reigns.. He is the only one there for us whenever we have no friends, sad or almost anything and everything.. haha. I love God and i wanna GROW in him.. gtg bye

2007-04-20T06:27:00.001-07:00
Finally i can blog finally.. haha.. i just feel so happy right now i finished 13 hours of studying already then tomorrow doing another 3 hours before going to church..Mong was right i like to serve but i must learn to serve God and not only people. but i know that i find it really happy to serve and maybe this gives me an oppotunity to grow more for God.. i really wanna thank God and mong. without them i dont think i am able to serve in the cafe ministry.. haha.. my life is totally changed and my attitude too... nothing bothers me already. Now alvin is the most happiest person in his whole life cos i have God in my heart, beside me and wherever i go i know he is there.. smiles.. I AM LOVED haha.. ok i got to go tomorrow still have school till 11am then rush home to go to church.. i just feel happy whenever i am in church or whenever i have my quiet time cos i know God is there listening haha..Now i am in C8 and i am so excited for tomorrow as i can meet new people haha..dont think i can sleep today cos of overdose of excitement..hmm weijie thanks so much too haha i will not forget that you were always there to chat with me whenever i am bored..ok i really got to go bye peeps...remember smile everyday..

2007-04-17T02:13:00.001-07:00
Haha.. finally can blog le.. anyway i am officially in C8.. i am so excited to meet new people.. there is a person in that cg called elaine.. knew her from henderson that side.. haha.. have been in church bout 6 years le.. haha.. though i backslided once but i know God loves us for who we are not what we do.. haha.. I am so into fire for God.. i need him more and more each day and everytime he never fails..i NO longer know who is DARYL CHONG FROM BPS ANYMORE.. my life is happy happy ever since and i thank God for that..

2007-04-15T00:49:00.001-07:00
Now i am in church haha., from next week on i am officially in C8 God has given me this change to grow.. i will put all my faith in him in is plan faithfully.. later will be having cafe duty at 5 till 7.30 thus i will be studying haha.. ok i got to go bye

2007-04-13T07:21:00.001-07:00
I'm so into fire for God.. Today i was told that i would me leaving my cell group which is C5 and be in C8.. this gives me an opportunity to know more people and go another step up for God.. i will be redicle for him.. i will miss C5 though.. but fret not we are still a family in the house of God and also be able to see each other.. haha.. i'm still in church doing the cafe stuff so ya.. C5 I WILL MISS YOU ALL..

2007-04-12T07:24:00.001-07:00
wow.. note that the last time i blogged was long long ago.. did not have the time to do so as alot of tests have been happening.. hmm.. i am now on daniel fast had fruit juice and salad yesterday then today had fruit juice and salad again.. and i cannot eat anything that has flour, rice and meat.. the rest is up to my convictions.. next wednesday i can eat le.. then after 3 days i will be doing ester fast.. hmm i am not doing for fun or what but i really am praying for things to happen. ya.. anyway mong thanks so much.. and ya there will be a concert on saturday.. and service on sunday.. then tomorrow will be going to church for cafe duty.. sorry mong and all those in my cell group i am unable to go to cg meeting.. but still C5 rawks haha.. ok got to go.. bye.. mong same phrase no matter what happens you still got me as a bro haha.. smiles

2007-04-07T09:13:00.000-07:00
My blog has been dead for the past few days.. mum took away my wireless key.. sorry mong.. hmm went to church 3 times in a row and heard testimonies from different people.. God really works in people's life when you have faith in him.. yesterday i had a shocking pain in my neck and it lasted for 5 minutes. the next moment i prayed to God and the pain disappeared. God really does miracles.you can say it is just coincidence but i know deep in my heart to the top of it that god is the one whom took away the pain.Specially written to Mong.. no matter what happens you still have me as your brother. SMILES.. remember what you said to me too.. both of us cannot sigh haha.. so SMILE.. thanks so much for being there whenever i needed someone to talk to or was bored and needed to find someone to chat.. thanks bro. Today is alexandra birthdae.Although she is from my cell group but i dont know her. then after that rushed down to "the pines" at 30 stevens road to have practice for the march in of the colours. Had a meal of 8 course and i really wanna thank my captain and that is Mr Derek Seet.. thanks sir.. Going to church tomorrow. got to go now bye

2007-04-03T07:11:00.001-07:00
sian.. now nothing to do.. hmm mong smsed me today and told me to have faith in God in everything i do and i will.. i will be in faith and speak in faith cos God is the one who gave me strength to survive on.. mong is my another bro that really cares.. pastors care too. they are like my parents and church is my home. If you were to give me any amount of money to leave church i will not. I love church and i love god. both are very important. nothing can replace them.. easter is 2 more days away once to clock reaches 12.. haha.. cannot wait for it ma.. think i will be going to church tomorrow as i do not have tuition.. haha.. ok i got to go bye folks...

2007-04-02T06:41:00.001-07:00
Just came back from tuition very tired.. hmm this friday is easter service i really wanna reach out to those out there.. but the most important i wanna reach out to is Joshua he has been the one standing by me at the worst of times although he always disturbs me but i know that is just pure fun.. hmm then next is kailing and kaiting my half sisters.. talk to them whenever i have problems and somehow i will feel much better.. haha.. yupp i wanna reach out to more souls and lead them to God.. i wanna save the people that are dearest to me.. ya lor.. c5 to me is the best cell group.. haha.. ok i got to go bye

2007-04-01T07:54:00.001-07:00
Hehe.. today was a long long day.. but time flies fast whenever you have fun haha.. hmm today went to church at 12 plus and had lunch with my fellow c5 people.. another time of fun.. they crazy one took wired photos and Priscilla took people nostrils haha.. Then went back to church and not long after praise and worship started.. another day of being in the presence of God.. then waited outside for Jason to come and train me about the cafe duties.. hmm made so many mistakes today. always type into the cash register wrongly... then the cafe closed. we then did stock check and top up the stock.. found out that there were many good food that are yet unfound. it is like god wanting us to find the things that are yet unfound in our Christian life so that we may have eternal life with him in heaven. GOD RAWKS.. then went home with chi wen and Mich.. let me tell you a funny thing.. today i and Mich left the trash in the lift then Mich went to outside the lift and press the button. not inside the lift but outside the lift then the door closed and went down.. we panicked and went to 1st floor to collect the trash but the lift with the trash stopped at 2ND floor then we went to second floor and the trash lift went to 1st floor. the lift was obviously playing a trick on us la. then we went to first floor and again the lift with trash went to 2ND floor then we press the two empty lift to go up then the lift with trash came down.. finally.. then we went to throw the trash and went home.. haha.. isn't it long but funny right.. hmm saturday will not be going for service cos i have boys' brigade dinner.. i will miss church though but fret not no matter where you are God is with you.. haha.. will be going to church on sunday.. OK i got to go have to do homework now.. bye

2007-04-01T01:00:00.000-07:00

yo.. everyone back from church.. today pastor Lia preached a very powerful sermon.. it is about seeking more of god although he does not replies The first and second time when you pray.. (use persistence to overcome resistance)i realised that God does not have favourites but he seeks intimacy. I will not be jealous of anyone anymore cos i out that if i cannot change myself how do i change the world and the way one looks at me. another thing that i found out what that being left out is a typical thing that happen to everyone on earth.TRAITS OF AN UNTEACHABLE PERSON:A)being defensive"gives excuses",B) unable to be objective,and last C) They are proud.i am that kind of person in the past but not anymore. i learnt alot today.. alot alot.Sort of started my cafe duty today. got a feel of it. it is very very fun.. cant wait for tomorrow..And the last most important thing.. Thanks so much Mich, mong, Roy, chi wen and rod.. thanks for giving me that present.. i don't like it but i LOVE it. C5 rawksthe top photo is the picture of the t-shirt given by c5 people haha.. love it

2007-03-30T07:59:00.001-07:00
Yeah.. today went to church for prayer meeting.. it was really a powerful one. All that i want now is to be on fire for God 24hrs love him lots.. God is my friend, my best buddy, and most importantly my father.. easter is coming. i am going to invite 3 people who is new to God. kailing, joshua and kaiting.. i hope you all will come and share the peace that God gives. his laughter and everything.. will be praying and fasting for it. Our church is growing bigger day by day and this is a good thing it means more souls are saved.I LOVE GOD.. oh ya.. cafe training is day after tomorrow cannot wait for it.. dont know why but just that i find happiness when i hear the praise and worship songs. it is either i will cry or i will laugh while i am listening and singing it in my heart.. GOD RAWKS.. dont you agree.. life is becoming better day by day although there are still some things that lingers in my mind but fret not God is there.. ok i got to go.. bye